cannot contain my excitement for tonight !!!! 😊 #Tritonal #myfavvv
When he says
He doesn’t love you anymore,
Roll your shoulders back
And look him in the eye
Even when it feels like your ribs
Are breaking inward, like spider legs.
When he digs up old aches
That he swore he forgave you for,
And ask him why he didn’t leave you sooner.
Ignore the way the words feel like sandpaper
Running all the way up your throat to your mouth.
When he blames you
For mistakes that wear his face,
Do not scream.
Do not cry.
Tell him that there are boys
Who would be proud to say they’d loved you.
Tell him that in two years
You won’t even remember his name
And don’t let him see the way you can taste your own lie.
When he leaves
Ignore the howling in your blood
And do not get up after him.
Not even to lock the door.
Do not, do not
Smell his shirts when you box them up
To give them back.
Swear off dating when you realize
You’re chasing ghosts that wear his smile.
It’s okay to cry over him.
It’s even okay to forgive him.
But do not go back to him.
If he did not know how to love you the first time,
He won’t know how to do it the next.
After Us | Wong Fu Productions
"Ultimately the path to recovery is not to find someone new for yourself, but to find someone new in yourself."
wao, & Wong Fu did it again ~ <3
so on point …. & anyone who’s been through a breakup or heartbreak can relate to this. I haven’t blogged in a longass time so here’s some late night blogging (to whoever is still awake….looool)
I haven’t really wrote about my breakup actually ….. and I used to write about my previous relationships since it was a good outlet ~ Anyways, watching this short film was quite a bittersweet feeling. I can vaguely remember the whole ‘process’ tbh…. it feels like a foreign memory…. excepttttt that it was BAD. I could probably say one of the lowest points I’ve ever had in my life. Looking back now, I can’t even fathom how I was - all that sadness, anger, betrayal, disappointment ; I didn’t even know my heart could physically hurt like that ; having no motivation, no appetite at all ; all I wanted to do was lay in my bed, mope, and cry. It scares me of how I was. It seriously boggles my mind, BUT THANK YOU GOD that I slowly moved on. SO HEY EVERYONE - yes life moves on !!!! DO YOU BB ~ haha.
but that part in the video - do you actually miss HIM ?? or the memories or just having the company of another ?? I definitely questioned this a lot myself. I do still think of you every now & then to be honest, and of course memories with that someone is forever special. I guess I could even say I miss you …. but more of, I miss the good times we had.. reminiscing I guess. But accept the past… and be open to new love, new memories~
My first love…. and my worst heartbreak. Damn, to think that exactly a year ago (also Labor Day weekend) we were getting ready for Tramps and that weekend & week after was one of the best times we were ‘in love.’ WELL SHIT LOL. & like I said, “time is ultimately the answer to everything” and it truly is. To even think that there were moments where I (ME) wanted to ask for you back despite everything you did - STUPID CHRISTINE STUPID. Thank God I didn’t. You’ll never be part of my life again asshole. I still don’t think you even understand how much you hurt me. Pretty much there already but still moving on each day, and definitely so glad of the improvements I have made (:
I am sorry and thankful to all my friends who were there for me during my hard time …. sorry for being a mess, moping handful :x I definitely learned a lot, and I wish to never be in that situation again -.-
Definitely, definitely grew more as a person. I know I don’t need a special someone right now, and I know that I still have so much to learn, to grow, to find myself, to do me. I’m content with my life rn. Hmm, maybe it’s finally time to open up that heart again, haha we’ll see (=
sooooo recently been obsessed with my future tatt (x ahaha, been spending the past days looking for inspirations, ideas and even researching. I’m definitely a pickyass - so it gotta be unique and sentimental. I’m keeping what I want in the dl, we’ll see ! :3
happened to fall upon this amazing website of gorgeoussss tattoo art !!! so wao I had to share ! my favs, give it a look:
WAOOO, SUCH BEAUTIFUL ARTWORKS. loveeee the watercolor & abstract artwork - so unique !!
Kaskade | Summer Nights
In my dream,
Oh I wanna go back,
Wanna go back.
You were mine,
We were young,
You were all that I had,
All that I had.
summah nights <3
I want you so badddd <333
make me choose: Brad Pitt
orand Angelina Jolie
” Brad is a wonderful man and a great father and the person I admire most in the world because I know who he is every minute of every day. I think he’s extraordinary.”
I LOVE THEM SO MUCH
Angelina told The Telegraph, “I am very lucky with Brad. He is a real gentleman, but he is also a real man’s man. He’s got the wonderful balance of being an extraordinary, great, loving father, a very, very intelligent man and physically he’s a real man.”
Brad told USA Weekend, “There are no secrets at our house. We tell the kids, ‘Mom and Dad are going off to kiss.’ They go, ‘Eww, gross!’ But we demand it.”
gosh, I love her so muchh <333